I Can’t Stop Remembering The Cross!

Mar 25 2016 I Can’t Stop Remembering The Cross!

And be constantly renewed in the spirit of your mind [having a fresh

mental and spiritual attitude].  ~Ephesians 4:23 AMP

“I can’t stop remembering the cross!” my four-year-old uttered these words after participating in a Good Friday observance. As worship music played in the park, I walked Sammy over to look at large wooden crosses displayed on the ground. These crosses replicated the historical death crosses of Jesus’ time. After running our fingers over the rough wood of one, my little boy attempted to lift it. It was impossible.

Next, after plopping himself on my lap, he came up with a litany of questions. Each question I attempted to answer brought on five more. His inquiring mind wasn’t satisfied and was ready to move on to the playground. As he took in the scene, I felt his nervousness as he settled and unsettled on my legs—revelation blossoming in his little soul.

In the weeks following our time in the park, Sammy peppered me with questions as he continued to analyze and process this story—this story of Jesus dying on the cross. We read from the Bible and picture books on the subject. We prayed. Running through the house, he’d stop and say, “I can’t stop remembering the cross!”

Seventeen years later, I hear his sweet, passionate four-year-old voice in my head.

This experience moved Sammy (and his mommy, too). By seeing and touching the cross, he was renewed in the spirit of his mind. Ephesians 4:23 tells us in the Amplified that we may have a fresh mental and spiritual attitude by being renewed constantly, continually, and perseveringly.

Our renewal comes through remembering the cross, the nails, the hands, the feet, the grace, the promise of eternity. Remembering: the love, the pierced side, sin erased, the curtain torn, the resurrection. Rebirth. Renewal. Jesus.

Experiencing Christ is renewal! Trying to lift a heavy cross and running our hands over splintered wood. Reading the stories in His book. This is renewal (constant, continual), born anew again and again. Revelation blossoming in our souls.

And like my little boy once did, we say, “I can’t stop remembering the cross!”

At the cross at the cross, I surrender my life

I’m in awe of You; I’m in awe of You

Where Your love ran red, and my sin washed white

I owe all to You; I owe all to You Jesus

~Chris Tomlin